SELF TITLED EP LYRICS

Distant and Faded

All these distant faded memories
Of everything I used to be are bringing me down
Yeah they're bringing me down
And the leading cause of death I plead
Is from my insecurity and it is bringing me down
Yeah it's bringing me down

Down..

Yeah hope is all I really need
To wash my selfishness and greed
But theres no hope to be found
No I've looked all around
And if this life that I've lead
Only leads to tears in bed
Then I won't hang around
No I wont hang around

Down..

Last night I tried to be what I started
But I failed and left feeling so departed
And now I've come to conclusions that I'm empty
I thought I still had everything in me 

In Loving Memory

You said yourself before
Where are you?
I'm needing you much more
I guess you never knew
And now everything is gonna fall apart
I need you here not just in my heart

This wasn't how it's supposed to be
In loving memory
And now I'm torn with misery
In loving memory
I won't forget you please don't me
In loving memory
This wasn't how it's supposed to be
In loving memory

You said yourself before
Where are you?
Face down on the floor
I bet you never knew
And now everything is gonna break again
If it just began, why did it have to end?

This wasn't how it's supposed to be
In loving memory
And now I'm torn with misery
In loving memory
I won't forget you please don't me
In loving memory
This wasn't how it's supposed to be
In loving memory

It won't go away..

Dreaming Of This feat. April Schmidt

I've been waiting and patiently praying
For this moment all my life
And I never thought I'd ever
Feel so glad to be alive

I've spent so many years dreaming of this
I'm long overdue
And finally all my dreams are happening
In an ideal form of you

Let's take this moment
Squeeze it and hold it
For the rest of our lives
Then the time will never come to say goodbye

I've spent so many years dreaming of this
I'm long overdue
And finally all my dreams are happening
In an ideal form of you

I may not be perfect, but I'll always be there
Because I know you're worth it
You're the answer to all of my prayers 

If You Live By The Sword, You Die By The Sword

I open my eyes
But still manage to dream
This cold bathroom floor
Now just feels like home to me
I stumble to the mirror
And I naturally start to clean
But my body's scorned with marks
That say these aren't the last lines that I'll see

So please cut this string
Attached to my wrists
Buried in my shaking palm
I hold this evil in my fist
I relive my pain with every scar
It's a battlefield of memories
That just won't go away for me

This world has tied me down
And the knot keeps tightening
Cause I'm just a puppet
Dangling from this breaking string
But maybe I'll turn this blade the other way
And roll up my sleeves
To let the scars show my mistakes

So please cut this string
Attached to my wrists
Buried in my shaking palm
I hold this evil in my fist
I relive my pain with every scar
It's a battlefield of memories
That just won't go away for me

You couldn't make the cut
So now you'll make this cut

I can't breath, I'm in need
Where's my crimson savior?
No I won't go back just to bleed
Forgive me, I promise I'll stay clean

Flawed

It's that time again to face yourself
Your world's come crashing down on you
Don't make the same mistake again
And hold it in like you always do

Just for tonight
Let's take your past and put it all behind
And forget everything you've tried to hide
Cause all that doesn't matter anymore
Just close your eyes
And feel the air blow through your hair then hide
To let you choke to appreciate your life
For all the days you've wasted in the past
You need to make this moment last

Breathe in, breathe out
You've heard it all before
But nothing takes the pain away except the pain itself
But it's too painful to ignore
Stop your acting your script's way too flawed
Go steal some new lines for you to safely read off

Just for tonight
Let's take your past and put it all behind
And forget everything you've tried to hide
Cause all that doesn't matter anymore
Just close your eyes
And feel the air blow through your hair then hide
To let you choke to appreciate your life
For all the days you've wasted in the past
You need to make this moment last 

Slowly Moving In

It's been so long
Since I've felt this feeling of reluctancy
This feeling of indignity, this feeling that I miss
It's been so long
Since I've felt this feeling of excitement
This feeling of devotion, this feeling of distress

And now I'm here waiting to take action
Waiting to feel passion, waiting to feel pain
And what I'd give to feel this all tomorrow
This feeling of indignity, this feeling's back again

It's been so long
This feeling's irreplaceable
This feeling's undeniable, this feeling never ends
It's been so long
This feeling's so historical
It's something indescribable and now it's back again

And now I'm here
Indecisions racing, hearts start off from pacing
And slowly start to fall
And what I'd give to feel this all tomorrow
This feeling of indignity, this feeling of it all

Slowly moving in